Today was Cognitive solving day.
And the topic was about Ghostbuster.
This problem was rather relaxing, but scare the hell out of many many people.
When they played a video on ghost, everyone was like covering their eyes, hiding behind me , and worst still ,some girls could not endure anymore , and they rush out of the class.
The sound produce and the video shown to me , was like oh my godgod.
I can still remember the images stuck in my brain now.

After school, attended maths workshop and my performance rehearsal.
Was fun at the workshop, becos I was watching hitman reborn all the way.
Going to the workshop to earn points nia. Haha.

Physco lots of my classmates to watch hitman reborn.
Alot of them was like magnetise to this show alrdy.
Victims were : Feb , Yang ni , Jason, Wei hao.
* Haha*

Rehearsal today was quite all rite.
Starting our class was performing , and after our class performance, it is my turn to sing alone.
I was feeling super nervous. I could feel the sweat all over on my palm.
But still , the rehearsal was quite ok.

Here are some comments by my classmates.
1)Jason: I fell in love wit u le la
*Oh my god, I got no comments for u all rite*
2)EnCi: I go hm want to watch u sing on my video i captured again
*Ahhhh ! *
3) Feb : Guo ran shi wo de Tu Di
*Shi fu ~ I never let u shi wang hor hor hor*
4)KS - Fuck la, so man sia u.
*ok , dun nid fuck me if i seems to be so man when i sing*
Just need to add in more feeling - Thats what the teacher in charge told me.


Raced home , cos want to charge my hp and faster msg mama.
Bought a 10% batt long hp battery, hoping that it can heng heng last me from 8am to 8pm.
At 9 plus am , my batt alrdy mati le.
Borrrowed Yang ni 's hp to msg mama.

I am wondering eversince monday.
I didnt want to let you go at all.
But what you did , makes me have no other reason not to let you go.
Ya, I am trying to be understanding. But can you spare a tot for me?
If i am being understanding, why cant you be ALITTLE understanding for me too?
It has been a week.
How many times have i felt neglected by u?
When I am sick, do u really show ur concern?
If i die , would you care?

You cared for your fren more den me.
You spend more time with band more den me.
I didnt mind at all and I didnt grumble to u anything.
I just hope that u will realised it.

Four days has jus passed.
Do you still remember the way u treat me?
Do you still remember that I am your stead?
Do you still remember that I do exists?
Do you?

Its thursday today , and I can predicted the same old routine of urs tml.
u will either be , going out wit ur fren , go band , do hw.
I dont dare to dream for tml, becos of u.

Would everything be better,
If I dont love you so much.
If its just a plain simple love.
If everything is simplified.


If everything can be reversed back to the past, I would choose not to fell in love wit u again.
Its not becos I dont love u at all.
Its becos , I do not wish to add on to ur burden.
U are alrdy so stressful in hw and cca.

I dont need anything much .
I dont request much from u.
I just want equal treatment from u, like how u treat everyone.
I just want to be your fren who can guides u throught every path.
I just want u to be happy. No matter what.
From the begining till I noe u now, I have been saying that, I want u to be happy.
I really hope that I can fullfill this promise that I have made for u from the start.

I am considering whether to click : Publish post anot.
Becos seriously.
I am afraid that you would be angry, you would scold me like theres no tml.
And I noe , you noe I wont dare to scold or counter attack back to u.


I felt so tight and packed to keep everything deep in my heart.
But in the end , I decided that I would still post it.


I felt pointless to tell you anything now.
You are too tired to listen, and I wont dread my story to u either.
I will choose to leave and go to Toronto in this coming Feb.
I hope that , this time I leave for good, I leave for the best.
If possible , I would not return for months , for years , or forever.

I hope that I can spend the most enjoyable and meaningful chinese new year in singapore this year.