Morning everyone !
Yesterday nite at around 2.14am something crop up...
And i didnt sleep the whole nite..
I closed my eyes , forcing myself to sleep..
I tried.. And i failed too..
The moment you put down the phone, I keep looking at my phone..
Hoping you will wake up...
I waited and waited...
And i never wanted to give abit of hope up...
Yesterday nite was really sad for me...
I rather i am the one who is feeling the taste of sadness.. and not my heart who is taking up everything by itself...
My feelings for you are as true as what it can be.
And loving you was like breathing...
How could i ever stop?
But sadly, I was mistaken that i was just cheating on her feelings...
All rites...
Yesterday nite , was super cold ya...
With a sad feeling...
Alone at this hour...
Sleepless mind...
Hahas.. What do you all think ?
I can tell you, its terrible and undescrible...
I sat down... and I asked myself...
Why cant i be more understanding? Cant i just spare a thought for her?!?!
She is having too much stress these few days... and yet you??
What you did ?
You just add on to her stress?!
You said , you want her to be happy? And yet you makes her sad more den happy...
Why should you says those hurtful words in the first place , if u dun meant it at all?
I jus sat down and think...
Its 5am... When everyone is sleeping soundly...
And me?
I am just waiting for you...
No matter how long it is.. i will wait .. and until you are awake...
I feels so sad....
I try and watch money not enought two...
Hope to lighten up my feeling...
But?
Nvm...
I off it when reaching the sad part behind...
I am feeling so sad... I dun wish to add on to my sadness ...
You ,everytime do says TITO...
And do you know why i says TINTO?
Because , there is no obstacles in our love...
Love overcomes everything ...
I waited for her for 9 hours ...
From 2.14am to 11am?
Jus hoping to receive one msg from her...
As simple as that...
But hmmm....
It never occured...
But i never blame her a single bit...
She is tired after a day of sch and band...
I wondered...
People always dun believe in forever love...
But i do...
I want to make forever love come true and forever so true..
Would i be able to?
Ever since yesterday, i finally understand why forever love dun exists in life...
I cant carry on typing abt this alrdy...
The more i type, i feels my heart breaking...
Lets change the subject ba ...
Hmm... I accompany my mum to the market just now.. as she saw that i "woke up" so early...
Den market so many ppl oh...
My mum bought alot of things...
Like rice and dry goods...
I help her carry ^^ I AM GOOD BOI ^^
LOLS..
Den my mum and i was talking...
My mum scare that i take too much things alrdy...
So she ask mi to pass her the rice...
I says nvm...
And she snatch leh...
Den ahs , the whole packet drop...
So funny la...
We two was laughting...
Den we walk towards the lift...
Got 1 ah lian wit make up...
Smile to me , and enter the lift tgt wit us...
She was standing quite close wit mi and staring at me...
So i feels awakard ...
I reverse and step back...
When the lift door open...
She press the lift button for us and smile to me again...
Who says ah lian mei li mao de... hahas...She quite got li mao la...
My mum says : Ur fren ahs?
Mi : HUh , no la.. why?
My mum : cos she keep looking at you and smile?
Mi: Nope ... I tot she was ur fren daughter or sumthing?
My mum and me : I dunnoe de leh~ LOL...
Den went home and took noodles for breakfast...
Hahas...
Ate few mouth...
Den feels full le ^^
Later i guess , i wont be wearing my contact lens ba...
Both of my eyes are swollen...
My eye now -.-
After a day...
Haha... nvm la...
I will carry on blogging later at nite ba...
My heart is feeling sad and totally blankless ...
HIM Benjin Lin Single Wants You dont need to know what he WANTS The DONT WANT You dont need to know what he DONT WANT He DONT LINK anyone His Past Tense
January 2009
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My heart is filled wit litres of sadness...
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Sunday, January 18, 2009
Morning everyone ! Yesterday nite at around 2.14am something crop up... And i didnt sleep the whole nite.. I closed my eyes , forcing myself to sleep.. I tried.. And i failed too.. The moment you put down the phone, I keep looking at my phone.. Hoping you will wake up... I waited and waited... And i never wanted to give abit of hope up... Yesterday nite was really sad for me... I rather i am the one who is feeling the taste of sadness.. and not my heart who is taking up everything by itself... My feelings for you are as true as what it can be. And loving you was like breathing... How could i ever stop? But sadly, I was mistaken that i was just cheating on her feelings... All rites... Yesterday nite , was super cold ya... With a sad feeling... Alone at this hour... Sleepless mind... Hahas.. What do you all think ? I can tell you, its terrible and undescrible... I sat down... and I asked myself... Why cant i be more understanding? Cant i just spare a thought for her?!?! She is having too much stress these few days... and yet you?? What you did ? You just add on to her stress?! You said , you want her to be happy? And yet you makes her sad more den happy... Why should you says those hurtful words in the first place , if u dun meant it at all? I jus sat down and think... Its 5am... When everyone is sleeping soundly... And me? I am just waiting for you... No matter how long it is.. i will wait .. and until you are awake... I feels so sad.... I try and watch money not enought two... Hope to lighten up my feeling... But? Nvm... I off it when reaching the sad part behind... I am feeling so sad... I dun wish to add on to my sadness ... You ,everytime do says TITO... And do you know why i says TINTO? Because , there is no obstacles in our love... Love overcomes everything ... I waited for her for 9 hours ... From 2.14am to 11am? Jus hoping to receive one msg from her... As simple as that... But hmmm.... It never occured... But i never blame her a single bit... She is tired after a day of sch and band... I wondered... People always dun believe in forever love... But i do... I want to make forever love come true and forever so true.. Would i be able to? Ever since yesterday, i finally understand why forever love dun exists in life... I cant carry on typing abt this alrdy... The more i type, i feels my heart breaking... Lets change the subject ba ... Hmm... I accompany my mum to the market just now.. as she saw that i "woke up" so early... Den market so many ppl oh... My mum bought alot of things... Like rice and dry goods... I help her carry ^^ I AM GOOD BOI ^^ LOLS.. Den my mum and i was talking... My mum scare that i take too much things alrdy... So she ask mi to pass her the rice... I says nvm... And she snatch leh... Den ahs , the whole packet drop... So funny la... We two was laughting... Den we walk towards the lift... Got 1 ah lian wit make up... Smile to me , and enter the lift tgt wit us... She was standing quite close wit mi and staring at me... So i feels awakard ... I reverse and step back... When the lift door open... She press the lift button for us and smile to me again... Who says ah lian mei li mao de... hahas...She quite got li mao la... My mum says : Ur fren ahs? Mi : HUh , no la.. why? My mum : cos she keep looking at you and smile? Mi: Nope ... I tot she was ur fren daughter or sumthing? My mum and me : I dunnoe de leh~ LOL... Den went home and took noodles for breakfast... Hahas... Ate few mouth... Den feels full le ^^ Later i guess , i wont be wearing my contact lens ba... Both of my eyes are swollen... My eye now -.- After a day... Haha... nvm la... I will carry on blogging later at nite ba... My heart is feeling sad and totally blankless ...
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